Sigh.... I wish I was one of those people who could lay their feelings and motivations out, who could really sort themselves out like some kind magic eye puzzle: "If I step back and tilt my head just so, and then boogle my eyes just so, I suddenly understand everything".
But I"m not that guy,
I'm basically a goofball. I thunder my way through life with a myriad of half-completed ideas, completely aware that I never finish anything, but generally having a wonderful time.
I see people who get things done, and I marvel at their abilities, and then I go back to having a hoot.
I am GOOD at having a hoot.
I worry that it makes me groundless, or wayless, that I never commit to anything, really, but just bash on things randomly. It's basically how I play Streetfighter, too, for the record.
Also My attiention span is about this long.
17.4.17
Had a deep thought, but forgot what it is...
Dang it was good, too...
What is going on these days? Not much!
I'm restarted taking Circus Classes, which is fun, and embarrassingly difficult. I"m still pretty strong, but I am NOT bendy. The instructor is really good, and the other students are awesome, and it's turning into a really supportive group of people with good senses of humour
We're trying to get our social circle back up and running after the busy-ness of the last few months, and that's really intense and tiring because we're still so busy....
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I also have a couple of friends I've stopped seeing entirely, which is too bad.
Actually, I feel like I have a bunch of friends who are still doing all the old fun stuff I used to do, that I don't have time to do anymore. And to be honest, I do occasionally miss the related misbehaviour.
What is going on these days? Not much!
I'm restarted taking Circus Classes, which is fun, and embarrassingly difficult. I"m still pretty strong, but I am NOT bendy. The instructor is really good, and the other students are awesome, and it's turning into a really supportive group of people with good senses of humour
We're trying to get our social circle back up and running after the busy-ness of the last few months, and that's really intense and tiring because we're still so busy....
:$
I also have a couple of friends I've stopped seeing entirely, which is too bad.
Actually, I feel like I have a bunch of friends who are still doing all the old fun stuff I used to do, that I don't have time to do anymore. And to be honest, I do occasionally miss the related misbehaviour.
4.4.17
Just a general update
Nothing particularly exciting this week,
Girls are good an being cute, and we've just started removing the outside of the house to reinsulate and reside it, which will be super exciting!
I"m hoping it solves my weird kitchen floor draft problem.
And this is last big house renewal piece
I love my house.
But it has all my money.
Girls are good an being cute, and we've just started removing the outside of the house to reinsulate and reside it, which will be super exciting!
I"m hoping it solves my weird kitchen floor draft problem.
And this is last big house renewal piece
I love my house.
But it has all my money.
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