30.7.21

Existential Dread:

 Hard to fight it these days, but we're gonna be ok.


Can't write more, have to take Peanuts swimming.

7.7.21

Holy Hannah it's July already

 I'd really like our suite to be done soon.

It's framed and windowed, but not electricalled or plumbed yet. It's still a push to get it done for end of August, but maaaaan. SO SLOW.


1.7.21

Brain altering

 

My brain is in pretty good shape. I mean, I'm not at 100%, certainly not by the end of the day, but I do pretty good.

I think the biggest area of improvement for me is in my mood-management: I get grumpy, by default, often.  And I get whiny.

So I'm working on that.  Mostly it involves saying what I don't believe, and then finding out that it's true after all:

PM: "Wanna do X, it'll be fun!"
My brain: "No it won't"
Me: "Sure!"
<30 minutes later>
My brain: "say, that WAS fun!"

And I worry about some folk near and dear to me who seem to have lost the fight against their brains, to their detriment.